Degrees

One thing that bothers me is my journey towards getting a college degree. It seems like no college is right for me or I have no idea what to do. I thought I wanted to go into ministry so I went to school and found out one thing and that was that not all schools…

Anxiety

I’m so anxious to write something amazing. I’m so anxious to get out of school. I’m so anxious to hit that spot in life where I can just take off running. I’m so anxious to finally live the life I had always dreamed. This anxiety overwhelms me to the point of doing something crazy. I…

Purpose and Suicide

I struggled with finding my purpose and suicide so much. I went to Bible college and decided to just live for God and not worry about it again until the anxiety came back to haunt me. During my winter break I was on the brink of failing my Christian Education class. I thought I was…

Money issue

How are you going to make money?  You are going to be poor/homeless. This is what I get a lot of times from various people. By now many of you know that I want to go into ministry.  Ministry seems like something not worth spending your time and money on in this day and age….

Something that was on My mind

One of the biggest issues with my college career is finding out what I wanted to do or thought that I wanted to do for a good portion of my life. This want had to also fit within the wants of others and societal boundary lines such as job markets. To tell the truth I…

Seminary School=Scary Place

I am afraid. This is the most terrifying thing in my life that I am dealing with…..it’s called answering the calling. I know that fear is the root of sin (I wrote about it). I know that it causes separation.   Why am I afraid? I never liked school. At the beginning of my college…

Pre required….why?

As I stumble through college I always have this terrible thing that I have to do…this is called prerequisite classes. These classes are usually things like speech 101 and english 101. I believe that these classes should be taught in high school and not be in college. Yes I understand that there are professors that…

Stop Making us (females) look bad

Billionaires use what they have.  In their mind their aren’t any limitations to what they can do. They just go out and make the best of what they have. They actually go out and create with their hands, craft with their creativity and put any other God given talents and or gifts to work. They…