Old Materials with New Strategies

I started going back to writing for a tad bit. For a long time, I lied to myself, saying that I wasn’t going to go back to writing until I can lock myself in a space and not focus on anything else, but the desire to write a story keeps urges me to write NOW….

Persistence

This week has been emotionally tough. I haven’t been in the mood to write or even open up my documents to begin the process. I had nothing to write about and nothing to share. I was not in the right place at all. I talked to my mother earlier, and she told me about the…

First Sensory Deprivation Experience

I was terrified at first. I did lots of research on everything dealing with the experience. I wanted to make sure that it aligned with me spiritually and mentally before I even tried it. What had scared me about the tank was a death inside of the Tank, but with further research, I found out…

Healing Your Past and Releasing Your Future

Healing is something that is near and dear to my heart. It is the space that I am in right now, it is my focus.  I have been through a lot and some of the things that I have been through inhibited me from moving forward in my life.  Living in the past has left…

Being More Conscious

Our minds are clouded by money and other stresses, or you see other people living the life you want to live. It is hard especially when you look at other people with financial freedom, locational freedom and just freedom in general…then there is you….struggling to find or maintain a job, you have dreams that sometimes…

Fleeting Thoughts and Struggling Commitments

Fleeting thoughts or I should say random good ideas that I make on the fly are kind of like a vice to me. It feels right for the moment, but it’s temporary. I can’t seem to stick to one idea and finish (which I talked about in scaling back). Some of my thoughts have to…

Pick One Thing and Stick To IT

Someone once said that it is wise to become a Master at one thing. That is hard for me because I love all things art and I dabble in all things art. It’s hard to settle down. Even in Film related areas, I can’t just pick one thing. Before I decide to settle down I…

The Idea

Ideas are everywhere. The imagination is an endless source of inspiration. It is just hard giving birth to the idea. It is a constant struggle for clarity on what the idea is. We tend to make the simplest ideas complex and what we perceive as complex is actually simple. We have to free ourselves from…

My reason to Travel

Travel is more than just going to visit a place. It is a chance to gain clarity. Our World is fabricated so much that we need to go to another one to discover who we are. This journey to gain more clarity on me and what makes me is something that I have wanted to…

Trying to set up a schedule and fighting against myself

When I was young I rebelled against schedules. Thoughts and feelings were a guide for me. If I felt right about something then it was the right thing to do and if I felt bad about something then that something was wrong. I ran into a lot of grey areas. This year I am undoing…