Choices……..

First of all let me start of by saying that my friend has dropped knowledge on me about my spending habits and that God would not give people money who has bad spending habits.  So keep that in mind. Anyway. I have been working on script writing until the whole rape situation lead me on…

Reading The Bible

When I was at a regular University we had this center called the spirituality center.   It had free coffee (seems like good parts of my life revolves around coffee) and a prayer room. I would always get up early to get my coffee and prepare myself for prayer and meditation. It was always quiet…

Introduction into Christian Education

Tonight I had the real and actual introduction into Christian Education or what I would like to say is discipleship. I was introduced to humility. I had to suck up all the pride I had left to enter into class tonight. I had failed the class last semester so I must take it again in…

Degrees

One thing that bothers me is my journey towards getting a college degree. It seems like no college is right for me or I have no idea what to do. I thought I wanted to go into ministry so I went to school and found out one thing and that was that not all schools…

So What am I doing Again….

First of all let me start out by saying that i’ve gotten out of the habit of reading my bible and I need to get back in because God has been granting me some awesome moments in time such as just enjoying coffee and getting extras on food. I am very happy that I have…

Anxiety

I’m so anxious to write something amazing. I’m so anxious to get out of school. I’m so anxious to hit that spot in life where I can just take off running. I’m so anxious to finally live the life I had always dreamed. This anxiety overwhelms me to the point of doing something crazy. I…

Purpose and Suicide

I struggled with finding my purpose and suicide so much. I went to Bible college and decided to just live for God and not worry about it again until the anxiety came back to haunt me. During my winter break I was on the brink of failing my Christian Education class. I thought I was…