Delusional Grandeur

I want to do everything at once, and I want everything to be epic I can’t have everything, but I’m still hopeful for everything I’m always reaching for the moon even though I know I will be among the stars Many times I crave the rush that I get when immersing myself in a story,…

Art should be viewed in silence

Art is more than just a piece of paper; it’s an experience When viewing ask questions, think about what was the Artist thinking, how did they create this piece Viewing art should help you learn more about yourself and the person/group who created the piece Observe the details Piece the story together Immerse yourself into…

Artist Dilemma: Wanting an Ipad Pro now

I would like an Ipad now. I want to put my art into something more palatable for a wider audience and not just investors…kinda like non-derogatory mass consumption (what an oxymoron). Working on with a digital medium provides a cleaner look and also a variety of ways to sell art (i.e., sublimation and prints). I…

More about Bipolar Medication

Why is bipolar medication in pill form? Why must it be taken every day? It does not make sense… How do these pharmaceutical companies think that someone with Bipolar Disorder, who already has trouble with a routine, is going to take medication every day at the same time? Not only that but the side effects…

Balsa is Best Girl: Moribito Reflection

I have two questions…   Have you watched Moribito yet? and Why haven’t you watched it?   It is an excellent show from the 2000s era, which was a unique era for anime. This anime has everything you need for a good show, intriguing plot, good action scenes and fantastic characters.   What is Moribito?…

The “War” on Drugs (Rant and Reflection)

Everything concerning drugs: medical and recreational is messed up. Everyone wants to fight the war on drugs and stop the distribution, we have our DARE programs and commercials.   None of this is working obviously …and that is because we don’t address the actual issue.   The issue starts in mind, we don’t address mental…

Persistence

This week has been emotionally tough. I haven’t been in the mood to write or even open up my documents to begin the process. I had nothing to write about and nothing to share. I was not in the right place at all. I talked to my mother earlier, and she told me about the…

First Sensory Deprivation Experience

I was terrified at first. I did lots of research on everything dealing with the experience. I wanted to make sure that it aligned with me spiritually and mentally before I even tried it. What had scared me about the tank was a death inside of the Tank, but with further research, I found out…

Healing Your Past and Releasing Your Future

Healing is something that is near and dear to my heart. It is the space that I am in right now, it is my focus.  I have been through a lot and some of the things that I have been through inhibited me from moving forward in my life.  Living in the past has left…